Conscious Partnership

Last month Christian closed on his new home.

This past month he’s spent renovating it, before moving into it this week.

It's unbelievable what has come together in the last 12 weeks, from spark to culmination, like a quickening. I can feel how supported and held this was.

What’s most incredible is our personal and collective journey inside this unfolding.

We’d grown so much together in the last 9 years. And we got to a point where we weren’t growing in our current capacity.

We were regurgitating.

Our relationship in its old form had to die. Layers just peeling off to nakedness so quickly. And while at times painful, we stayed connected through the pieces that didn’t feel true anymore.

Remarkably, the relationship remains, stronger than ever, just in an unconventional new, spacious form.

A massive opening.

Like a grounded, responsible expansiveness.

I never could have dreamed that moving apart could feel this TOGETHER. Until it was initiated, and stayed with, from the true spot - uninfluenced by conditioning and convention.

Which has taken us into a relationship realm beyond limitations that I couldn't even see before, hidden in the realms of my psyche that I had no approval to own.

And, yet, my desire for it was always there. Long before Christian. It could never be any other way.

I’ve always leaned ‘untraditional.’

This is the partnership of my divine blueprint.

We don’t know yet exactly what this looks like. As of now, we have one family, two houses. We doubled our square footage, it just happens to be 20 minutes apart.

We are completely committed to our unit of three, and co-parenting from this spot (Ellyana is thriving in this expansion too).

We are dating each other. Giving ourselves the space to choice-in to our relationship with power in a way we didn’t when we were pregnant after 6 weeks.

Beyond that, we will feel what’s true as it unfolds, moment by moment, and follow it together.

Even though though this can’t be defined, we trust it. Deeply.

I can’t wait to show you the gorgeous creation that is his new home.

And what it feels like to be in a partnership so connected, we are willing to separate to deepen it.