I was wrong.
Hi dear one,
I inadvertently offended someone I care about with a post I did earlier this week.
I can’t pretend to understand the depth of pain and anger that I may ignorantly minimize with my proclamations of “love always wins.”
While I fiercely stand by that truth, I realize I don’t know enough about race issues to contribute powerfully in this climate, as well-intended and inspired as it may be.
I’m navigating frustration as my throat chakra feels closed, paralyzed to say anything and feeling impotent in not saying anything.
I myself am experiencing emotions of feeling judged, attacked.
And it’s nothing compared to what people of color have endured for centuries.
So I have decided to mute myself officially.
I’m letting that discomfort be the sacred space I’m holding for the moment.
The discomfort of not knowing what to do until I am clearer, and above all to be open to learning and listening.
And in the meantime creating space for others’ voices to be heard.
I have ordered these books as a first step to help me tune into my next inspired action.
What Fragility: Why It's So Hard for White People to Talk About Racism
Me and White Supremacy: Combat Racism, Change the World, and Become a Good Ancestor
Something Happened in Our Town: A Child's Story About Racial Injustice (for my daughter)
I’m paying attention.
I stand for and with all my brothers and sisters.
And it’s those of color who get extra love right now. I realize 'equality' is different than 'equity'.
Equality - evenly distributed tools and assistance (does not equalize opportunity)
Equity - custom tools and assistance to identify and address inequality and equalize opportunity
I will share other helpful resources I come across on my Instagram stories.
I've never been a "political" person. And this isn't politics - it's human rights.
Bottom line is: Black lives matter.
And my community has no space for negative attitudes towards or the discrimination of Black people.
And I'm sorry I haven't done more.
Til next week, holding space from here with great love...
Steffie